Christmas isn't always Merry

Christmas isn't always Merry. Often the holiday brings memories of people we've lost. This is my second Christmas since my brother and mother died. They died within four months of each other. In my home Christmas meant that Mark and mom would be here; cooking, laughing, arguing and eating. I know there are many of you out there who have lost someone and like me today you are listening to Christmas carols, roasting a turkey and letting the memories of those you loved wander through your mind. So Christmas isn't always Merry but there can be a sense of celebration for the memories we have and the emotions they tug. So if you shed a tear or ten today let it come. Then smile and celebrate the fact that you allowed someone to become special in your life and that they will forever be a part of the fabric that is your world. Peace to all in the holiday season. TJS.